Hi kora , 
I noticed that bringing joy to someone or relieving pain of someone always brings decisiveness and accomplishment and brings my testosterone levels up on that scale :) this is the thing that drives my energy levels up even if my physical status doesn’t agree with that ! I experienced that many times , for example if My body is so tired and I want to sleep and ( my muscles as you know now don’t help me to do that much yet  ) but if I have a call from anyone who may be suffering of some kind of pain or depression or anything or we want to surprise someone with a party and some work to be done , my muscles will help me to sit down and hear their problem and try to help them with a lot of energy as if I’m not the same person who’s tired also I’ll get up as if I’m having the strongest muscles ever and do all the work needed to surprise that person and bring joy to his life , and that really put me in some trouble in some of my toxic relationships and friendships ! Because sometimes i’ll say I can’t go to visit someone of our friends because I’m so tired and I’m in the hospital and so on , but if they tell me but you know this person is in real pain or needs your help or if you come that will bring lots of joy to him and so on , then I’ll go and they’ll never believe that I was telling the truth when i said I’m sick and I can totally understand that  because my body and energy levels then doesn’t tell my real health state ,  I’ll be supporting that one and they’ll never notice that I’m tired even The drive for help will numb the feeling of pain or distract my pain by making my testosterone levels so high ( manic) , then when I come home my estrogen levels will flip the scale and I’ll be more tired and exhausted with all the pain again ! 

1. What drives me to the manic side of the scale is the pain of others or when someone  is in need or when I want to bring joy and hope for others.


2. What brings me more to the estrogen depression side is when I see someone takes advantage of my empath side , and when I feel lots of responsibilities or when I can’t change the pain of someone because of injustice from another one who I couldn’t change ! 

So I guess it’s all about pain ! And that always makes some  people take advantage of what I provide and also creates some haters in my world ! Imbalances of these hormones do really make what we are , and make as well some imbalances in our social relationships !