~~#F00:Can you place your symptom in the „points & phases“ model?~~ - I am right-handed.
~~#F00:Symptom~~: For a couple of years, the nerve (or nerves?) in the right-hand side of my face swells, and then I have terrible nerve pain. It feels like a headache and toothache. Where the nerves exit the skull it is really swollen and ice brings relief from the pain and swelling. On the inside above the right eye, third eye, temple and three fingers below the right eye. Those points.
There is a pattern to it:
1. It happens, when I don't get enough sleep. If I get up after a night that was too short, the nerve pain kicks in and forces me to stay in bed immobilized. The day after the head feels very lightheaded and mashed up.
2. It happens around very positive experiences. While I lived in Sweden, I usually had this pain one day after having visited my two best friends there on their boat.
Recently, I had this pain on the birthday of my aunt, where I am living now and on the day the lawyer came for a BBQ that my uncle is paying to get me a work visa.

~~#F00:„points & phases“ model~~:
I place this symptom at the beginning of some kind of resolution. The days in Sweden were extremely stressful. And the best days were the days I was out visiting my friends. (Besides the hours I spent with the neighbour's cat. ;-D) So I believe something was resolved. I don't know what, though. But I place the headache and swelling of the nerve into healing. I have no idea if it is old or new brain either.
I GUESS it is "new brain", nerve to be seen as skin ... I GUESS it is "new brain" so swelling would happen during healing. But it is a wild guess, no more.
Plus, it never seems to heal, as it repeats every time in such situations.

~~#F00:What would your bodymind need to get, in order to heal and become resilient?~~
I believe, if I had a more peaceful life, surrounded by people that at least don't attack me, I could gather strength and be more resilient, the moment I am under attack. A territory that I am not allowed to stay for longer without immigration in the neck. I feel that I get knocked down so much, that I never recover more than getting back on my knees. Before I I even manage to get on my feet I am back on my stomach once again fighting to get into a crawling position again. For years I have not been standing upright - figuratively speaking.
For years I have been separated from my home and friends in New Zealand and was travelling with visas, which meant I never was anywhere for long and had to constantly leave and leave without knowing where to, which is interesting but can be exhausting.

I think, even if we know the solution it can be a struggle at times to reach it. We cannot control outer circumstances. And to go through the process of griefing after being separated from best friends due to immigration issues takes time. Or dealing with separation from an animal or human that disappears where we don't know what happened? How can such a trauma truly be resolved? I find the pain sticks for the lifetime of the disappeared person.
Natural would be, to let it go or to replace it. But moral seems to get in the way of natural behaviour.
If we watch a cow that loses its calf at birth, many cows "steal" the calf of another cow and start rearing and protecting it. But also in cows, you can see how they grieve. They understand their calf is dead. And they follow its scent if the body remains close. Does a cow fully recover once it lost its calf?

The cat of my aunt and uncle was sterilized while pregnant. When she moved in from an animal shelter with my aunt and uncle she had a bare stomach. She kept licking it until there was no hair. It took a very long time to recover. And she treated toys like kittens.
It is a case of humans interfering with nature. Does the cat ever recover?

If we don't sterilize cats male and female, there are many kittens suffering in this world. Do we have a right to interfer with nature? We put animals into conflicts. Is it morally right or wrong to interfer? If we do something it has consequences - conflicted cats - if we don't it also has consequences - many suffering cats. What can we base decisions on when needing to find a balance between nature and morals? What are your thoughts? Everything we do or don't do might inflict conflicts and has an effect on the 5 biological laws of nature. We carry a lot of responsibility.