Thanks Kora ,
I realized also that there was a Constellation regarding what I was going through at that time may be because I had different feelings at the same time , wanted my therapy sessions to continue so that I feel more emotional and physical relief and at the same time I want to depend on myself to relieve my pain as the physiotherapist said he’ll leave the country after a while and I don’t trust any other therapists  and I felt I want to continue my sessions and at the same time to depend on myself to relieve my pain ? Is this kind of constellation a new brain one ? Or constellations come only with brain stem issues? 

About your reply ,it’s amazing it just brought everything together in my mind, it was as you said exactly because he was working on my condition for almost one year   I realized now that it wasn’t easy for him to reach rapport with me :)But once we reached rapport I started sharing lots of my thoughts here he discovered that my pain and muscle stiffness always come back after less than a day and sometimes in the same session , he said it was the pain that  I can’t handle even if it was little pain( the pain is always a stress trigger for me), and the fear that each pain will bring a bigger health problem to me , and a lots of “what if This makes me more sick” questions ( self talks are also big stress triggers)
That’s why he used to talk half an hour before we begin the session asking of what I was thinking just before my muscles pain came back, and sometimes I just can’t remember and he used also to ask me to watch my thoughts when I feel My muscles relaxed to pinpoint what triggers the pain again , I guess now I understood everything:) thanks Kora That’s really amazing .

About the freezing sensation it doesn’t always come with the relaxation so relaxing most of the time comes without freezing ! But at that time when I was doing that physiotherapy sessions it was happening frequently related to the sessions only , my home conditions are not that relaxing to me as I feel tied up because of my muscle pain and I always like my home to be tidy and clean and to do things by myself but my pain was and still restricting me from doing that , that’s why seeing things untidy were my biggest stress triggers I think that bring tightness to my muscles again after sessions along with the idea that I wanted to heal quickly before the therapist leave the country and also the pain thoughts.

Now I’m back to physiotherapy but with another therapist as the first one left back to his country and no longer works here.
Unfortunately I still don’t trust the way the nee therapist is dealing with my condition ,  can you help me here Kora , as I don’t feel I’m isolated anymore because my family now understands a little bit of What I share with them about Meta , and they totally understand what I’m going through (no isolation) but I’m again in this cycle of “ no doctor understands my condition no one knows how to deal with my condition”  and that’s make me feel medically isolated if we can say that ! So can we consider that this kind of isolation also makes KCT syndrome? because I always feel water retention in my body and I’m sure I’m having ongoing KCT . Here comes another question to my mind , can we relieve KCT by drinking lots of water without resolving the KCT conflict ? Or it’s always about resolving the KCT conflict first?