Hi kora ,  
I have another brain stem constellation to share 
After my neck surgery , as I told you before , I had to do physiotherapy that lasted for almost one year .

When I decided to do physiotherapy I was totally damaged emotionally and physically, severe pain that I can’t handle anymore( no way out) , lots of bad thoughts , can’t digest how doctors deal with my situation  ( assimilation) ,Searching for the best doctors , I wanted to believe their opinions but at the same time I didn’t have trust that they were dealing in the right way with my health condition ( assimilation , getting rid of) , anxiety and panic attacks , virtigo and more ( I notice here that most NewBrain theme conflicts are accompanied with brain stem constellation am I right plz correct this idea for me Kora ? Because sometimes you just can’t digest your new brain theme conflict in , and sometimes you’re stuck and can’t get out of the situation ? ( no in , no out) 

That all came with dorsal vagal symptoms ( sleepless nights , anxiety, severe depression, anger bouts,loss of appetite, crying all the time, hopeless ) 
Isolation feelings , even I’m surrounded with my family but I felt isolated and At that time I felt no one understood my pain , neither my family nor the doctors) ( KCT syndrome but Here i’m still confused if it was a kidney tubule constellation as I felt disoriented can’t know where to go and from whom to seek help  or was it only a KCT syndrome? I had that back pain from kidney sides always doubting I have a kidney problem as at that time less urine outcome, drinking very little amounts of water but I took decision to do my own lab tests without referring to any doctor , always checking CBC ,ESR , liver and kidney functions , iron , ferritin and others 
Lab tests showed  low ferritin levels and slightly high ESR but nothing else . 

KCT was making a trouble I guess aggravating pain everywhere in my body even in my musculoskeletal system , neck , back , legs , arms , everywhere adding more pain to the original after surgery complications .

That was a very prolonged stress phase , then I began physiotherapy , but I didn’t trust the physiotherapist at the beginning , but a day after a day I was convinced with the way he’s dealing with my health condition, ( reached rapport after months ), he realized that my thoughts were  making my healing slower , because he reaches a very good improvement in my muscle function in the session but after one day everything will be back to tension again , when we discussed that , I didn’t have  an explanation but he was always talking to me about the thoughts but I realized that always after each session i’ll be freezing for about 3 hours and sometimes more , I used to wear very heavy clothes after each session but it was summer at that time with 40c degrees , 
My body temperature will not get back to normal , my extremities will be freezing ( dorasl vagal ? ) but with frequent urination , until after 4 hours every thing gets back to normal again . 
Frequent urination here indicates getting rid of KCT water retention ? Do we consider it regeneration from KCT syndrome or regeneration from  Kidney tubules constellation ? 

That happened almost every session in the last 3 months of my physiotherapy 
 
Here I got confused why it happened after each session ? Each session I had physical pain as well as emotional relief because I speak out all my fears with the physiotherapist and he confirms each time that nothing will go wrong ( no more feelings of isolation) that explains why lots of urinating after session  ( regeneration from KCT) 
But feeling freezing at the same time I think is a healing peak rather than a dorsal response , ??I’m confused here ! But when I think more to confirm it was a healing peak I found things contradicting, because there wasn’t deep sleeps before the healing peaks ?  It was always after the physiotherapy session immediately after physical pain ? 
It lasted for hours which again make me suspect healing peaks , 
If we want to think it’s a dorsal vagal response of a brain stem constellation what could the conflict be ? 

My last question is : 
If they were healing peaks why did I had them many times for three months almost a day after a day as much as I had sessions ?